Huh. I mean, I get being tired and hungry, but I've personally been a vegetarian for a super long time, and idk if I could do this? How do you feel about it?
Ah, that makes sense...
Well, I don't think there''s any serious reason to be ashamed. It's just food, ultimately, and like you said it's already dead and gone. Perhaps it depends on the reason you decided to do a vegetarian diet, but even then, sometimes this stuff just happens.
I've personally been a vegetarian since I was seven, so 19 years. The idea of eating meat freaks me out, but in some ways I wonder if it's more of a "this isn't normal" versus actual ethical dilemma.