I'm feeling so depressed about healthcare, *my* state of health (/lack thereof), and how exhausting my job is.
I feel especially guilty because I just became a registered behavior therapist, and I'm already questioning this path because it's a) really tiring and hard on my physical health, and b) doesn't provide benefits at my 15 hours/week.
I just feel gross and disappointed because I really wanted to enjoy and do well at it, but I'm already feeling burned out and I've only been working there for 3 months.