vloelei just kinda, surprise, gushes about being an otter
ever since that TF... thing, i've had... a wild vividness of my phantom form, nearly in full, over me.
and I feel compelled to just.... it's beautiful, okay?
i am infatuated with my handpaws. they're small, but useful~ when you get used to the webbing, using tools actually isn't that hard. I'm... in love with the length, gods. If you'd have told me that when i was a mephit... I can't help but to vaguely say, like... that shortstack long tubular frame is something that feels so right in a way i could just never be able to explain, but i trust you know what i mean, you know?
the whole hind area of mine *swish* gosh it's just... impossible to ignore? >.> 💦 always? which is uhh? good? it's a part of me in a way this flesh body has -nothing on-.
that said, the complete picture... and the dynamic between all these parts? my paws and belly and rudder.. even on land it feels -nice-. nice in an "look, i've seen the finer points of thumbs and human bodies and stuff but i'm good over here" way.
it's all such a "there's not a thing i would miss" sort of feeling in a very... complete feeling way that even saying that doesn't give justice to
re: vloelei just kinda, surprise, gushes about being an otter
@Oneironott "TF thing"?
But that aside this is all so cute and sweet. The gushing about your own body is a feeling I understand but it's pretty hard to express beyond "aaaaa" sometimes. The weight and swish of a tail, pawpads, the shape of paws themselves, or even just *everything* and how it works altogether. It's a sometimes ecstatic, sometimes cozy feeling...
re: vloelei just kinda, surprise, gushes about being an otter
@Oneironott Hehehehe~. I want everyone to feel the way they should be, so it's fun to hear about others' phantoms and experiences. Especially if they're shifty and have different feelings sometimes.
re: vloelei just kinda, surprise, gushes about being an otter
@Taylor this is me over here emphatically wagging, offering you tea and wanting to hear ALL about it every detail gosh 💙 💙 💙
Like even though it's so different than mine inevitably, i love that you feel the same. It makes me ridiculous sorts of dorky infatuation for being who we are 💙