Gods, though is Spinel so immensely relatable. My Darker side is very similar, have been through horrid long-term abandonment and abuse. There was a point near the beginning of the healing process where I was A N G R Y. I was ashamed of that anger because it reminded me of my father. I always kept it in check, but sometimes the fits of anger and blind rage I would get into is very much akin to Spinel's emotional raging breakdown through much of the movie. Anyway, suffice to say it was a surprisingly emotional movie to watch, and reminds me of how much quieter the things are in my head nowadays