nothing to wake you up from a series of not-totally-willing naps like dreaming that you're horrifyingly (but strangely enjoyably, at that) transforming into your lupine self

dreamlog incoming, I suppose: so, things started out by me waking up at my desk immediately wondering what the time was because it felt like I'd just slept through the entire night - sky was way, way brighter than it was when I'd fallen asleep, though somehow the stars were still visible. check the time, it's... 1 AM??? there was no sun to be seen anywhere, but it felt like a really overcast morning or during a solar eclipse not too long before totality and all - clearly day, but way darker than you'd expect

so I go about doing some of my usual stuff and the first thing I feel is this sensation of some part of me *aching* to come out and I couldn't put my finger on what, I end up running to the bathroom to drink some water from the tap, look outside for a brief moment and look back in the mirror

big ol' feral looking, glowing pair of eyes staring back at me. almost immediately after fur started growing in basically everywhere, thin across my face at first (plenty of fluff along the jawline though) and I could -feel- and hear my bones warping when my muzzle started growing in and my teeth began taking up a lot more space within it, ears growing pointier and slowly moving up all the while

almost matched the avatar in looks before I finally woke up just checking myself out and touching myself all the way through, the whole thing was -so- goddamn vivid and I'm still kinda reeling from it, ahaha 💙