feel like any direction I go in is the wrong one. It's so hard to get motivation. I should have been doing and creating so many years back, and I'm just stagnant these days. Plus I've been stabbed in the heart so many times now, and I'm ashamed to say I've done stabbing too.
@Ulfra_Wolfe Listen, anyone who says they have never wasted a day away is full of shit. Everyone does it. Personally I haven't written anything of worth in....5ish years...and before that it was almost 10 years. So don't put yourself down just for that.
As for the heart stabbing/been stabbed...Ditto on that one. I knows the pain. Hugs?