Third Salvia Trip
@chara Yes.
I'm not sure I had a full ego death, but it was close enough -- when I was made a child again, it blasted away everything other than the sheer joy of experience and curiosity.
It was only my connection to Hazel and Willow that brought me out of it, and the between-state between child paradise and the real world was harrowing to go through. I felt suffocated for aeons and saw Wight's laughing cross-legged body floating in the cosmos for forever.
Third Salvia Trip
@chara And even then, I had no words for anything. There were no words for Hazel or Willow or Wight. They were just these vague images of friends in a totally different dimension I wanted to pull through the window -- and the window was the only physical thing I saw. Otherwise I was in a warm sunny playground. The window was pretty 2D.
