I feel like I have no purpose anymore and this makes me cry. I reached my dream which is now a reality, my life dream was transitioning and being only seen as a woman. I never thought ahead of this and I do not know where to go now. I escaped and I am free, it is not a dream.
I also dreamed of getting a programming job as a woman, which is also a reality now. I do have a confidence now that I rarely had. I have gotten far more skilled at working on my hobby project, no dysphoria while I code it, it seems easy compare to before.
So I guess my next big dream is my hobby project, I think it is finally is moving forward now and making true progress. I think it will be able to get through this phase. Also my name change is close, which should be easy. I guess I will have a just simple goals for now.
@electroCutie Not sure about GRS right now.
@XerTheSquirrel sure. Don't sweat it. Just another big thing that is possible
@electroCutie Indeed, although I have been thinking and I believe I do not have enough length to do anything useful. But, if I did get it I would want like minimum depth (maybe like 3-4 inches), since I really do not need to shove 12 inch long things in there.
@electroCutie If I had to choose, I would rather just have the bumpy thing in the front.
@XerTheSquirrel There may be more to come
GRS if desired, getting your life into an awesome pattern and finding ways of getting around that aren't car based, possibly by moving to a large city, a relationship(s) if desired
You aren't out of life goals, you just unlocked the next tier of life goals!