@AshBunny When I think of lust, I think of it in the pure sense of "loving too much", which includes things like an overly-controlling or overly-jealous spouse, someone stalking/harassing their ex or an object of their "affection", or someone being so infatuated with their SO that they are blind to the abuse and manipulation they are being subjected to.
@Zauberin What would you say I'm experiencing then?