This is to a couple people in my past:
You'll never read this, but I want you to know I'm sorry. I did so many things in the past that hurt you. I still think about them sometimes, even though it's been nearly 20 years (or about 20 years). I was shitty at relationships for so long but I kept trying anyway. I hope you're happy now and feel great about yourself and your place in the world.
Be well. 💙