mental health, suicide
i'd been on the edge of a major depressive episode for almost a year, and finally, in march, it happened. i'm not very functional right now, and my partner's trying to keep us afloat.
it's hard not to believe ppl would be better off w/o me
life never made much sense in the first place. it makes even less sense when I think of all the strangers who'd rather I was dead anyway and all the ways I make other ppl's lives more difficult.
It's gets harder to want to live everyda