mh, alienation, whine
sometimes i feel like i'm too old and isolated to relate to... anyone.
for example here is a nonexhaustive list of things i never got into that are part of a common cultural currency in queer nerd circles:
anime
console gaming
pc gaming
tabletop gaming
fan fiction
cosplay
furry fetish art
idk. i know this whiney, but it seems so difficult to make connections. sometimes i feel like there is nothing to me but a bundle of emotions, and that i have nothing of value to share.