sexuality(++)
I'm being flirtatious and hedonistic and it feels... -GOOD-. it feels RIGHT in a way that sexuality honestly hasn't felt since I started hormones. Maybe it's progesterone finally doing it's thing there, I'm not sure.. But looking back at my past [selves] it makes so much sense. Being flaunting and flirtatious and -confident- in doing to is my THING, but it was always something I shied away from because I didn't want to get too much of an... ego. big head.. about it.
But confidence is good, and... maybe I have a right to feel confident again. I mean look at me~ this muzz? this glam moon? sparkling whiskers? I was MADE to show off and proudly flaunt my -incredibly- specific self *snirks*
confidence
this.... this feels right. this feels like something huge I've been missing. An ideal I still havn't exemplified. Confidence.
because FUCK it's hard in this season with this depression and this anxiety and PTSD and ADHD and this species dysphoria
but confidence feeds confidence. and in spite of everything I should feel proud of myself. confident in life. No one gets to take that away from me.
re: confidence, sexuality, flirtatious
I mean look at me. Memetic creature with my wistful words of wonders and will~ *floats and twirls* I'm a magical, alien creature *grins and flicks vis rudder through the air to propel visself* in this reality on -this- planet. What is not amazing about that. Why shouldn't I love it. I'm a hot, queer alien wonder *smirks* androgynous synthetic psychedelic lutraeneptunian toyish glory~
re: confidence, sexuality, flirtatious
@Oneironott A confident you is gorgeous, love. Even if hard-earned. :-)
