That Monster (-~)
Ouch, just saw mention of him in my birdsite feed from someone else, and that.... that hurts _a lot_. I'm not completely destroyed, so things have gotten better. But fuck, that still hurts pretty bad, and I feel really off-kilter now, really unbalanced.
Three and a half years later, I can at least manage to avoid a panic attack from just seeing his name. Woo.