The way this played out is so much like the way things played out with Rik, and I still had a "cat on a cold burner" complex over that. This is probably gonna have a huge impact on my ability to socialize and reach out to people for a while, and... I'm just really sorry about that. I'm the one who blew it here.
@zebratron2084 that's totally understandable, hon. you're okay, I'm okay with you, and if you need to bow out from hanging out this week, that's okay too. you need to take care of you, and I support whatever you need to do to make that happen. <3
@zebratron2084 I know, and it's cool. :) let me know how things go as things progress, and remember I like you and stuff. *hugs offered*