@Fuego much empathy. you are grieving; it's okay to be sad. it might help to look up information about living with grief, and see if there's any useful advice about getting on with day-to-day life in the aftermath. do your best to be kind to yourself; comfort foods, familiar and comforting entertainment, and gentle distractions have helped me in the past.
@Fuego sounds like a good excuse to get more chocolate! :]
@green I ate all the chocolate last night...