mh 

Walking a little to get lunch stuff despite that I don’t deserve lunch and there’s no way to make myself not fuck up and I wish I could puke until there was nothing left inside me, just empty skin, and I wish this could all be over so I’d never fuck up anything again, but if I tried killing myself I’d probably fuck up and even were I successful THAT would be a fuck up too, so I’m trapped with my innate total incompetence.

These are the thoughts I’m currently trying to ride out.

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@Leucrotta *gentle headbump* I know those thoughts, they're... very, very familiar. much, much, tremendous empathy.

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