depression
@zebratron2084 Bad brain days happen. You are valued and important and I hope I can see you again soon.
I won't patronize you by saying 'hard times are still all part of the same thing' because I'm not sure they are, I'm not sure how any of this works.
But you have, and continue to, made a huge difference in the lives of many people I know, and you deserve all the care and joy in the world. *hugs offered, always*