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The Work (CW: Drug mention, Mental Health, ~, 0, +) 

Got stoned again last night before bed, and there was this brief moment of clarity, where all the things I hurt about just... went away. For a tiny, shiny second, I had the right perspective or shift in thinking or whatever to get past a lot of pain and old thoughts.

It was nice, but sad, cause I was pretty sure that I wasn't going to be able to hold onto that feeling once I went down for recharging.

But I can remember what it felt like, and I can remember the train of thoughts that lead me in. So maybe I can find it again.

Love you all.

The Work (CW: Drug mention, Mental Health, ~, 0, +) 

I almost caught it again. Just for a small second. But it’s so freaking elusive and hard to get a lock on. So much interference to filter out.

Pain drowns everything else out. Makes it harder to operate.

The Work (CW: Drug mention, Mental Health, ~, 0, +) 

@kelseyhusky you found it once, so that path is accessible 💙 gets easier in time to find, for sure 💙

re: The Work (CW: Drug mention, Mental Health, ~, 0, +) 

@kelseyhusky If you found it once, you can find it again. ❤️

I love you lots. *clings and smooches* ^^

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