The Work (CW: Drug mention, Mental Health, ~, 0, +)
Got stoned again last night before bed, and there was this brief moment of clarity, where all the things I hurt about just... went away. For a tiny, shiny second, I had the right perspective or shift in thinking or whatever to get past a lot of pain and old thoughts.
It was nice, but sad, cause I was pretty sure that I wasn't going to be able to hold onto that feeling once I went down for recharging.
But I can remember what it felt like, and I can remember the train of thoughts that lead me in. So maybe I can find it again.
Love you all.
The Work (CW: Drug mention, Mental Health, ~, 0, +)
I almost caught it again. Just for a small second. But it’s so freaking elusive and hard to get a lock on. So much interference to filter out.
Pain drowns everything else out. Makes it harder to operate.
