Day 1. (CW: MH-, Ideation, Depression)
Currently Safe.
Spent a good chunk of last night and today holding on to anything I could, trying to abort my self-destruct sequence. Really scared myself.
This year needs to be about setting smaller and better goals. Smaller, so that I don't get discouraged and don't even make the attempt. Better, so that I can improve my circumstances, and in doing so, improve how I'm feeling.
Figured out how to shut off a harmful input channel. Gonna see if that helps.
I'm still on-line, and don't plan on going anywhere.
Day 1. (CW: MH-, Ideation, Depression)
@kelseyhusky I am glad you are safe pupper. I hope that the actions you have taken to shut off that input channel have the desired effect 💜
Day 1. (CW: MH-, Ideation, Depression)
@kelseyhusky
YAY!!