Updating: Got an appointment scheduled, and another free intake appointment set up for the same day! I found 2 open therapists in the Seattle area.
For about an hour, I felt super guilty about that, but then I realized that I'm fucking allowed to find one that works for me and I'm allowed to take appointments that are offered.
I don't have to feel bad for asking for help.
@kelseyhusky Good luck! And yeah, asking for help is /definitely/ a good thing, not a bad one.