mood (-)
Still sore from the week (especially friday) and now I'm just feeling like I'm just a waste of space.
That and I'm just feeling extremely lonely. I feel like everyone just goes quiet as soon as I come around.
re: mood (-)
@Alistor If I didn't have to be sleeping so I wasn't a zombie husky in the morning, I'd be talking to a lot of people more.
Aside from that, You're not a waste of space to me. Space is really really empty, so there's plenty of space for everyone. Including big kaijotters. Especially the cute ones. like you. 💋
re: mood (-)
@Alistor @kelseyhusky I mean it. Thank you. I feel like I’m sounding ungrateful and I’m messed up inside right now. I know y’all miss hanging out as much as I do. I hope you get rest when you can find it, that’s most important.
re: mood (-)
@kelseyhusky And the thing is, I know my friends are busy with their own lives and I have my own fucked up schedule messing things up. I'm not blaming anyone else but myself, however it feels like there's some force at play that is always pushing me away from others. The timing of silence feels too consistent, the fact that people are always in my way at the exact point where I was intending to go.
Thank you, I'm sorry I'm putting any weight on your shoulders.