natalie, my fucking friend (with some self-hatred)
i’m fucking freaking out rn, my fucking friend is dead. my friend that i looked up to so much is fucking dead cuz of her stupid ass mother fucking transphobic parents and statist-capitalist-antihuman society, if u can even call it a society. i’m about to fucking breakdown rn holy shit 😭
@weirdoslam i’m such a fucking asswhipe for forgetting this shit how did i not know? how did i not check in?? pls someone talk to me rn i need to feel ok
nat my friend is fucking dead!!!
pls talk to me anyone she was my friend and i feel like shit for neglecting her oh god tell me i should die!! IM THE ONE WHO SHOULD DIE NOT HER
nat my friend is fucking dead!!!
@weirdoslam No one should die. Not her. Not you. None of us. None of us deserves the crapsack we've been given. The world is full of so much promise and potential, and we're given so few opportunities to recognize it.
I see you. I hear your pain. I affirm your emotions as real and valid. There's no need for you to suffer too.
@weirdoslam @literorrery mate, I don't know you, but I'm quite sure no one deserve to die.
The only that could do with a radical change is society and the capitalist model it follows.
Maybe you can make a few words and send them to some people attending this sunday gathering in her memory. I'm sure they'll read it on your behalf.
it is ok not to always be there, we can still be far and out of touch but caring and that's what matters.
*offers a hug*
@kyzh @literorrery oh they even have a feunral already?? this sunday?? oh god when did she die? how long ago was it, i need to know how many bangs on the head i need to take
natalie, self harm
@weirdoslam @literorrery mate, I see you hurt, I wish I could tell you more than I hurt too and I wish none of us would.
Pain
@weirdoslam I can't stop you from beating yourself up, but I forgive you. Sometimes we can't know we're needed. Sometimes the signs just aren't there. Our worth as people is based entirely on the fact that we live, we feel, we think, we exist in the world. That value is ours, inalienably.
@literorrery thank u so much 😭🖤
@weirdoslam We're all here for one another. All of us. You're welcome. =n.n=
@literorrery i do need to suffer. i didn’t help her at all. i was her friend and i didn’t talk to her for 2 months at all i should die i do nothing for her or anyone else all i do is sit at home and eat and get fat and look at some memes vids from time to time i should die i have no social worth i should die DIE