natalie, my fucking friend (with some self-hatred) 

i’m fucking freaking out rn, my fucking friend is dead. my friend that i looked up to so much is fucking dead cuz of her stupid ass mother fucking transphobic parents and statist-capitalist-antihuman society, if u can even call it a society. i’m about to fucking breakdown rn holy shit 😭

@weirdoslam i’m such a fucking asswhipe for forgetting this shit how did i not know? how did i not check in?? pls someone talk to me rn i need to feel ok

nat my friend is fucking dead!!! 

pls talk to me anyone she was my friend and i feel like shit for neglecting her oh god tell me i should die!! IM THE ONE WHO SHOULD DIE NOT HER

nat my friend is fucking dead!!! 

@weirdoslam No one should die. Not her. Not you. None of us. None of us deserves the crapsack we've been given. The world is full of so much promise and potential, and we're given so few opportunities to recognize it.

I see you. I hear your pain. I affirm your emotions as real and valid. There's no need for you to suffer too.

@literorrery i do need to suffer. i didn’t help her at all. i was her friend and i didn’t talk to her for 2 months at all i should die i do nothing for her or anyone else all i do is sit at home and eat and get fat and look at some memes vids from time to time i should die i have no social worth i should die DIE

Pain 

@weirdoslam I can't stop you from beating yourself up, but I forgive you. Sometimes we can't know we're needed. Sometimes the signs just aren't there. Our worth as people is based entirely on the fact that we live, we feel, we think, we exist in the world. That value is ours, inalienably.

@weirdoslam We're all here for one another. All of us. You're welcome. =n.n=

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