hey. we haven't been able to find a place to stay yet and we're running out of time! pls help us find somewhere in the CA bay area to stay

our budget's still $700 a month. info: docs.google.com/document/d/e/2

hey awoo! (and others!) my girlfriend and i are trying to find a place to move int (or people we can stay with) in the CA bay area!

we can cover up to $700 a month for rent. here's a lil more info: docs.google.com/document/d/e/2

jk how am i getting thru the next few months

how am i even getting through another 12 months

every time i feel like posting about how awful i feel i should just like.. chill out a bit and see how long that feeling lasts. i guess. ._.

i've never gotten as little as i was during that one holiday party and im worried its like some little power tease and i might not ever be able to again haha

boba cat is pure and wholesome and breathes life into my withered husk

feel like my arms are gonna fall off from reaching out to so many ppl lately ._.

boba cat was up and awake again today. their name is carne <3 it was super unbusy, prolly holiday stuff.. so when they spotted me they got all excited and meowed at me and my heart melted on the spot @_@

there's a boba place around where this cat lives and it sat on my lap and kneaded and purred and im really glad to have a cat in my life for even a moment

wah artsplosion was fun and i got to listen to crying on vacation and they were really cool and i wanna listen to more and their band shirt is super cute waah

iuno how comfy i feel bird site-ing about this yet but

our roommates are moving out in 3 1/2 weeks and we dont have a new place lined up yet. i dont.. know what to do about it. i mean, ill tweet about it in a couple days and ask around if any friends know of any spaces..

its kinda scary but :S i have smart friends. you're all so hecking smart!! so it'll be ok, probably..

nnnnnnnnnn 

being around some1 and their mommy like, solidified that somehow i wanna find some way to have that in my life more. or like, BE my life

and i really wanna work towards that. somehow. without all the like, negativity and sads and downs that always overtake me.

i wanna have mommies plural and a big sister and i wanna do everything i can to make that happen in the best way possible

mmmmmmmm 

slowly quickly getting really bored of everything after how great this weekend was. like this big drop off littlespace and friends

restrospective's like, yeah it was really great. theres actually littles that i gel with rly well and feel comfy opening up and being myself around. the real real me. the tiniest little girl with a big goofy heart and smile. and im super greatful for all of those feelings

how come i can't pick a fursona? 

~ meows and nuzzles and cuddles like a cat
~ pants, barks, excited like dog probably, mebbe??

also really likes
~ bunnies
~ ferrets
~ red pandas
~ sees cute animal and loves right now
~ has little/no sense of self identity after years of not having one

hmm oh

cuddling a bed full of plushies is nice. plushie sandwich feels really soft too. feel like I wish I could get cuddles from a fursuit..

today we hung out in the back of my gf's car while we waited for her gf's colon exam

talked a bunch about how we were as eggs and how a girl asking to do your makeup/dress you up was like, the best thing ever

also how like.. after HS esp, those kinda things vanish and it makes being asked to be a girl harder, or something??

also i didnt sleep last night and got an hour folded up in the backseat weh

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