identity, capitalism
Today, instead of going to a startup Seattle-area furry convention, I wrote a carefully-worded email on why their decision to host a documentary crew from CNN would bar my attendance. Con staff was extremely knowledgeable and helpful when I talked with them, and I don’t fault them for this, even though it’s probably not a great decision from the top.
The why on my part, though, wants for more discussion. And, in some ways, it’s been on my mind for awhile.
identity, capitalism
One of the side effects of working in tech for so long is I have become very careful about my likeness being posted online. I keep a policy of strict work-life separation, because some aspects of my identity are career-limiting in the patriarchal hellscape that is working in tech.
And, I hate that. I’ve wanted to leave tech for awhile to better integrate what I do with who I am, instead of continuing to cultivate two completely distinct identities.
identity, capitalism
But I’m not entirely sure how to do that. Tech pays the bills, and late-stage capitalism has all but obliterated my prospects to work as a full-time 3D artist or designer if I decided to switch disciplines.
Capitalism’s answer to this problem, of, “oh, just make enough money so the bills aren’t a problem, then go do what you want”, is utter bollocks.
identity, capitalism
So, I’m open to advice on how to build and improve a balance of work-life identity without having to craft two completely distinct personae from one another. Fleeing tech entirely is probably not practical right now, but cutting back its impact on my life is very much something I want to do.
And, if anything, I’d like to make inroads towards building more things for myself, instead of continuing to let my life and lifestyle choices be sapped by my employer.
re: identity, capitalism
@Goldkin We're all unfortunately ruled by late capitalism, much to our misery. I would choose so many other options before tech, but tech is the only thing I can do that enables me to survive in this hellscape of an economy and associated system.
There's always the option of fleeing to a place where the cost of living is substantially lower and making a happier living via the internet, though that comes at major costs to social life and frequently personal safety. :x
re: identity, capitalism
@mawr Hear hear. Also, I grew up in Florida, and I’m not going back to living in fear for who I am.