damn i wanna cook but i have no cookables lmao

using this energy to put together a grocery order for later lol

i got lotsa cheap microwaveables last time i ordered groceries because i was afraid of running out of food again and wanted to really stock up

but the problem with those is it's really REALLY hard to get myself to eat them

like my brain just... refuses

because they don't taste very good

i will straight-up go back and forth between sitting here hungry and standing up to go look through the pantry for hours before i can finally get myself to eat lmao

i still can't get myself to eat lol

ugh

but i did manage to finish putting together that grocery order, so there's that at least

can't place it yet but... when the time comes i'll already have it ready

i hate being poor

it sucks constantly having to worry about money

it's so frustrating

i'm sitting here like... i feel like shit because i'm hungry

but i keep standing up and walking into the kitchen and looking in the pantry then sitting back down

because all these microwave cup meals aren't tasty enough to make my brain wanna actually eat them

ugh

i've been doing this for like a solid two hours