when i think about... continuing to be in school. and letting them wipe my ass for me over everything. it feels like i'm submitting to just more of the same things that have made me into the person i am (a charming and good natured but fundamentally damaged & traumatized person)
uhhh "school" has been a soul-sucking presence in my life since day 1. i was literally homeschooled my entire life so i dont really know what to do with that. i dont really want to be doing it anymore