so i am constantly being told that i am doing poorly or not doing enough instead of it like. being acknowledged that doing anything at all is extremely hard and the fact that i'm like.. working part time and doing a couple school things takes a lot out of me
suicide
i know i could say this probably but based on history i will probably be treated like a whiny idiot and like. get a "well this is how being an adult in the real world is." which i refuse to believe but also if it that for real is true i should kill myself now