I sometimes think about how I was 5 or 7 years ago. I thought I was hot shit, and had everything figured out. Poor naive little me.

But I have the companion thought of wondering if I'll look back and see 25-year-old Me the same way. I wonder if this much gained experience in each span of several years is just how people are, or this age range is particularly developmental. I guess those aren't really exclusive.

Anyway. Feeling marginally wiser is nice. I hope it continues.

Me at 18/19/20: wow look how awesome I am having all these new relationship experiences! I'm handling this with maturity and respect!

Me now: lol past me was really pretty irresponsible with how she treated the emotions of both others and herself.

And tbh in five years I kinda hope I look back and see current-me the same way. I want to keep getting Better.

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