mourning
I'm starting to renormalize. Things still aren't okay, but I'm feeling more okay with doing normal stuff. Part of the process.
I want t be very clear here. Renormalization is not the same thing as forgetting. I don't want to ever forget Natalie.
Part of the reason the candle is in my bio and not my display name is I want it to be there forever. I don't want there to be any reason for me to drop it within a couple months.