negative; losing the drive to do things, light nsfw
i guess it's the Depression(tm) but like.. i don't have a creative drive anymore. i'll think of very loose, one-sentence concepts, but i can't act on them.
i'm just barely able to write chapters for my one fic on ao3, but even then they're maybe a minute's read
drawing is way difficult, i just.. have no inspiration and can't find reason TO draw. "draw for yourself" but what if i don't want what i can make
my sex drive is pretty much gone, too. and that used to be like, a big thing for me. like drawing.
i wish i could fix it.