negative; job woes, suicide mention
i'm so so so tired of working this shitty part-time job
i'm barely getting 18-20 hours most weeks and the lease is expiring soon
but there's literally no job out there that i could get, i either don't fit the education requirements, i don't have a license, i can't stand for 283429423894 hours at a time, or it requires a lot of direct contact and talking with people
i just absolutely locked up on an AUTOMATED phone interview and hung up
what fucking use am i???? i should really just die i'm gonna have to do it when i become homeless anyway bc there's no way i'll be able to come back from that