it's always interesting to me how my programming interest waxes and wanes
i wonder why it does that?
i get the itch to write things pretty often on an almost-aesthetic level, but that disappears pretty quickly whenever i actually really sink my teeth into a project
i mean sure, i *can* pomodoro my way through that, but i kinda don't want to *have* to
the part that's confusing is that it has turned into this persistent-but-transient hobby that seems to just vaporize whenever i interact with it
it's actually a pretty massive tease tbh
