Several years ago I came out of a long & rather bad depressive period. During that time I developed some darkness, the trouble is that darkness doesn't go away.

Now the good thing is that darkness is not inherintly bad, it can be good, but it has prerequisites to be so, some of which can be complex & difficult. That darkness is part of me now & in a way i need it, but I also need that something which makes my darkness a good one, but that's not easy & might even be impossible.

@ulvra Like Bob says "You need darkness to see light"

@maxinered Very fitting quote & Bob exactly captures my thoughts there. Darkness can bring a light that shines so bright & beautifully, but you have to be careful to do it right or to quote Bob "You end up becoming a mud-mixer".