Trans, dysphoria, bleh.
Realizing I was actually a girl and not just a boy who extremely hated the body I'm in helped me actually give even half a shit about it.
Realizing my ideal body is still not only carrying less weight, but over a foot shorter than I am is a whole new dysphoria that feels almost more crushing because it can't be fixed.
Trans, dysphoria, bleh.
@Draekos posted too soon
*offers commisseration hugs*