random protest thoughts
@yatchi i wish i didn't have anxiety in the gym and could actually stick to a routine with any consistency lmao
@yatchi yea. realistically speaking it's me that's the problem. i just need to get over my anxiety around other people when i'm exercising
longwinded whining
@yatchi haha man it sure would be nice if i had more than just a little bit of that
i got bullied in PE in school relentlessly and i have *major* issues in the gym if someone else is there
the only luck i've had was when my mom was with me when i went to the gym with her while i was recovering from an ACL tear, and super early morning physical therapy i did a year or so out of college to deal with a bag-related shoulder injury
if anything ur inspiring me tho