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sometimes i wonder if maybe i'm just being a big whiny baby. if maybe this is just what normal feels like and i just like to complain about it
maybe going to the toilet 6 times a day and suffering from abdominal pains and having terrible heartburn is just completely ok and i've been unwittingly committing insurance fraud this entire time by asking for disability benefits instead of working
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i've been living like this for so long that i've forgotten what it's like to be healthy. maybe this really is the best i could hope for, and i should look into going back to work already