mh discourse, sui, ed
i hate the "people with depression are so brave and strong!" discourse
you know what requires courage and strength? ignoring every natural instinct your body and mind might have so you can inflict a very painful thing on yourself in the hopes that it kills you
you know what doesn't require any courage or strength? lying in bed all week with the curtains drawn smoking weed and watching tiktoks until your eyes burn while not eating anything because you feel like you're too fat
the inertia of life is a non choice and the only reason i keep going is that i lack the courage and strength to end it