ph-, internalized ableism
i keep overexerting myself by walking too much, but i also keep pushing myself to walk more (because i need to do things and get places), and i don't want to ask for help with things or use mobility aids because [see posts about the person at the airport a few days ago]
usa, transportation, 420, sui mention, ph- exaggerated, re: ph-, internalized ableism
also i wish i didn't have to smoke weed to stay alive and/or not unalive myself, because then i could get a driver's license and probably walk/stand less on my worse days 🙃🙃🙃