lonely with radioactive negative feels. 

I was wondering if my aching loneliness was being without a job. Been at the new job for 2 weeks and still aching.

I'm on 5 slacks, 7 discords, 3 telegram chats, 4 IRC servers, 4 MUCKs, and I'm here and where is everyone talking? Twitter. The fucking cesspool that is reminding me of the awful situation we are in right now.

My roommate feels similar but doesn't have the in person or online structures I do and so leaving her makes me feel worse.

lonely with radioactive negative feels. 

Most of the people I know who live in the area live in group houses which encourage those social needs. I can't do that sort of group house myself, I know that. But I also just ache so much from how lonely I feel every fucking day.

lonely with radioactive negative feels. 

Finally, it just feels like I have no close friends. Those who I am somewhat close to seem to be on completely different schedules and such from me to the point where it is like they don't exist at all.

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