Mental health
TFW you realize that your childhood gave you PTSD. "How to Cope With a Sense of a Foreshortened Future"
https://www.verywell.com/coping-with-a-foreshortened-future-ptsd-2797225 is something I have dealt with for a very long time and never had a word for it.
Mental health
@xurnami Someone linked this to me a little after I stumbled into it from you, thanks for posting it.