mood (---/+)
I am making a judicious and democratic decision to ignore the gaping reopened wounds in my heart and just put my fucking head down and write my fucking comic on the off chance I can wrangle a fucking future out of it somehow.
A web comic. I'm pinning all my fucking hopes on a webcomic. I guess that's less dumb than pinning my hopes on a community of furries, but yeah, now that I look closed at it, it doesn't sound like much of a plan, does it.
mood (---/+)
@Balinares I mean, basically, I'm in the same condition as our main (Vek-10/"Blue Guys") character: I have the McGuffin that solves everything right in my hands, I just have absolutely no idea how to use it properly, and am profoundly likely to just touch off even more disorder and confusion if I *do* figure out how to use it. :)
On one hand, this is gonna suck even if I succeed. On the other, there is a distinct and wonderful chance of "failing upwards" either way. ^__^;
mood (---/+)
@Balinares When I'm depressed, I focus on the "your plan for the future is a fucking web comic..." part. When I'm not, if it's any reassurance, I focus on the "...drawn by a technical and artistic genius, with an established fanbase, whose career is going well enough that Image Comics came looking for HER." I keep forgetting I used the cheat code and started with a Lvl 40 ally. :D
mood (---/+)
@Balinares *hug* Thanks, hun. I'll get back to you once the Red Guys' story doesn't feel like an unfocused, unseasoned pile of mush. :)
