mood; moving; an actual PSA this time <3 

Hey, quick note.

PLEASE don't interpret my mixed feelings about heading towards NOLA as any lack of affection for the people I have here. About 90% of that is my depression and my scars from the past year telling me nobody here actually wanted me anyhow... and if they do, I'll just fuck it up anyhow. I only believe that when I'm in the depths. I treasure the people I'm going to have to leave behind--- that's the whole PROBLEM. :)

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mood; moving; an actual PSA this time <3 

The two friendships that initially lured me here kinda exploded, messily. And I'll be honest... I needed more support and more time out than I actually got. That's probably 99.9% my own fault, and I'm owning that. I let shit get to me, and the guilt from that explosion is still haunting me daily.

THAT'S what I'm fleeing from, not you. I want to see you in my remaining months. I want to stay in touch once I'm gone.

More to come.

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