creative stuff (+ish)
meanwhile parallax is stalled out, but in a good way i think -- peg read a robin d. laws book on plotting. the guy's basically my hero, and we've been frantically attempting to repair the weak spots he revealed in our script
it's good. it sucks but it's good. i think it's the biggest challenge to my fragile elfin attention span i've ever taken on for a creative project, but for the first time in ages i feel like i'm developing a real, concrete technical skill
creative stuff (+ish)
also our 4 main protagonists are so beautifully fucked now and i think it's good for a basically rotten individual like me to have someone to torment on a regular basis (aside from the usual highly consensual maulings i exchange with peggy)
sorry liv
sorry k
sorry noa
sorry kirt
but you were all brought into your world to suffer just like the rest of us -- at least *i* promise you all a happy ending someday, for some deeply surrealist space-behemoth-riding value of happy
mood; creative stuff (+ish); happy gun violence
and meanwhile, i may have lost my community, my spiritual life, my connection to "postfurry" whatever the fuck that was, and my sisters, but i still have a lot of good friends and a cute funny clever dragon who abuses me in precisely the ways i have requested
and i beat another couple of gungeon quests and unlocked the grey mauser so i got that goin for me which is nice
mood; creative stuff (+ish)
and i can still look at all this shit with a sense of humor -- if i ever lose that, not that i am likely to, maybe i *will* ask you to send me to that nice tiger farm upstate
but i inherited it from my dad just like my general tendency towards sardonic temperamental assholery, and if that ain't going away, the other one isn't likely to either, right