mh, anxiety (-)
Meh, can't shake the deep-rooted feeling of dooooooom today.
The eye stuff is stable, but it ain't helping, nor is the impending battle with healthcare bureaucracy as my application deadline swiftly approaches.
The news isn't helping either, but I didn't tag this uspol, and it's not like you didn't already know.
And honestly, NOLA is beautiful, but it isn't helping either. Apparently we live in one of the more flood-vulnerable parts of the city, which is... fun.
And my dreams lately have been about nothing but abject social failures, public temper tantrums, and well-deserved rejection. I feel so cut off from everyone and everything, and I think the fact I'm *still* never going to get any real closure for The Thing is still doing a lot of damage.
I dunno.
mh, anxiety, healthcare, adulting (-/+)
The bad news: there's a TINY little technicality on my health insurance app that's just bad enough to leave me worried something is gonna go horribly wrong. Basically, I might have selected the wrong Special Enrollment Period option for someone moving from state to state. I'm praying there are enough actual human beings in the process that someone can spot it and fix it without causing a big Kafkaesque cascade of red tape. It'd be just my damn luck to have to wait another whole month because of a minor misclick.
The good news: I'm paying like $50 less per month in premiums (including a dental plan!) which is a nice surprise given I'm now living in a diseased swamp. If all does go well, you'd better believe that's all going right back into the sushi fund. :D
