MH (-)
One thing that I struggle with is that I constantly forget that we are each inexorably and permanently alone. Nothing will ever change that.
It always slips my mind, and when I recall, I feel just devastated.
MH (-)
Like, I know it's primarily in my head. But I don't think that matters, because I still feel discarded.
I'm so weary of only being worth something when someone else decides that I'm interesting enough in this moment.
I wish I had value beyond the whims of fickle emotions. I wish I could be a person of worth beyond someone else's schedule. Including my own.
I'll die alone and forgotten. Maybe someone will wonder why I didn't post to twitter in a while, and then shrug and move on with their life.
That's about it.
re: MH (-)
@Phorm Oops, faved by accident while replying, hope that didn't come across as insensitive. But... yeah. I tell stories to people you don't even know about that weird shy fox who was the ONLY person to ever write good satire/homage of the DScream. We might move on, sure, but we won't be happy about it and you WILL be remembered. ❤
