dreams, abandonment, regret, The Thing (-)
Heh. Oh, yeah. I guess I had another dream about THEM last night. They were mad.
Well, one of the three of them was actually very nice. And it bewildered me. I was so happy and confused and excited for the chance to patch things up.
And then SHE showed up and started laying into me. I remember her face just got redder and redder with rage, the more I tried and failed to communicate with her.
It ain't like that, brain. But you know, if she's gonna demonize me for not winning her guessing games, there's no reason to hold you to a higher standard. We held out and thought the best of them for as long as we could.
Anyhow, it was another one of those "stuck alone at a furry con" dreams, where y'all just kept wandering off with the people I was staying with and forgetting to invite me alone, so it was plenty depressing on its own.
I really hope I can get back to dreaming about being hounded by monsters, zombies, and aliens soon. Or maybe back to that college where I forgot to ever go to class. Nobody needs _this_ shit.