mood, drugs, #%!$!#$ Louisiana, grumble
Crushing anxiety today. I know where it comes from, but it's one of those things where the list is dozens of items long, and half of them have already been resolved. I just can. not. get. the fucking warning lights to go off. Every bit of sensory input is maddening.
I miss my Royal Road. I really gotta either find a weed hookup in this town _stat_, or finally give in and go through the whole painful process of trying new psych meds. Which is fucking maddening, since I'd _already_ found one that worked great, it's just not legal here because our DINO governor is a moralist boomer fucknugget who still believes in "gateway drugs." >____<
mood, drugs, #%!$!#$ Louisiana, grumble
Those are the ones you smoke to open the mystical dimensional portal or what ever
re: mood, drugs, #%!$!#$ Louisiana, grumble
@001zlnv They pretty much were. This is why you don't see much imaginative perversity out of me these days. I feel like I've been Disenchanted. =(>)__(<)=
re: mood, drugs, #%!$!#$ Louisiana, grumble
@zebratron2084
Aww
re: mood, drugs, #%!$!#$ Louisiana, grumble
@001zlnv *shrug* Sesst lah vee-yay.
cafe, music
OK, the PA at the Bean Gallery is playing "Take Five" by the Dave Brubeck Quartet. It's not actually helping my anxiety as much as it should, but it means the gods have at least heard my plea and are trying, and that's still comforting.
Thanks, Jackalope Mom! I realize your powers are limited on this plane but you're still a peach. <3